I feel so forgotten and unimportant to those around me. If I succeed or fail it won’t matter, if I’m sad and struggling it doesn’t matter. I feel so insignificant.
I’m sitting at my computer that was gifted to me by some of the best boys the world has ever known. Part of me is still shocked that I’ve been welcomed into their 10+ year old friendship group and they’ve just accepted me and let me join in and that they love me as much I love those stupid boys. I don’t know what it is about these three boys but I love them. They are my faves forever. I feel overwhelmingly lucky to know them and to have them in my life. A constant source of support and dumb dumb jokes. Bless those boys.